Entry's DATE: Thursday, September 24, 2009
Entry's TITLE: hmmms
siigh..
i saw my grades today..
failed network security.. got an E
SUCKS lor really..
GPA becomes 2.28 only. SIIGH
SIIGH.
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i hate to accept to the fact that
i'm actually falling in love again..
it sucks. it seriously sucks..
i'm back to the old me again.
falling in love easily again.
believing in true love forever exist again...
i dun like it. i honestly dun like it at all.
blame me,
yes.
i'm selfish.
who isnt?
i'm afraid of getting hurt again.
i told myself to not fall in love, yet
i fell in love again..
i need guidance.
somebody to tell me what to do..
where are u my somebody??
siigh..
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i broke my sis's heart..
i lied to my sis..
it sucks..
it really sucks,,
i've hurt her so badly...
sorry sis,,, really sorry,
i really didn't meant to lie to you..
forgive me will you?
siiigh..
i'm afraid of losing you as a friend or as a sis..
i dun wan.. i love u sis..
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i broke my friend's heart.
i didn't lie to him.
its far far worst than lying.
he probably wants me vanquished..
sorry friend. really sorry.
i cannot control things to stop happening.
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i took up smoking.
siigh.
my lungs are black now too..
i'll die faster from now onwards too.
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really. i'm sorry.. to my sis.. my friend. my love and my ex..
i've let u all down..
SIIGH..
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my results are such disappointments..
2.28
how am i to survive with a mere 2.28.
even if i were to score A for all modules coming semester. it'll pull till 2.7 only the most...
i'm WASTE.
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my somebody.. please quick come help me now. tell me what i'm supposed to do.
T..T
`WORST of the WORST
theweakcat
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